Experience of Life is Wonderful..

Life is long journey,where has a lot of obstacles  need to faced it. Right now i can write something to share with others, because today my passion like to deliver what i feel in my mind and heart at the moment in this blog. Sometimes i feel sad, due to problem come arise around me. I felt this worlds is not fair to me, that was first thought when we in desperate situation, but the truth is all of us was lucky. Sometimes, i was far away from the correct path, do not obey our religion rules. Why this things happened to me? Is it due to my sin at the past, Most probably. Of course i tried to become a better person, but i cannot maintain on that forms. Why so difficult to be a good Muslim, the answer is that why the price of Allah Heaven is high. For those Muslim who always follow the rules,control their behavior,attitude and ethics is the most lucky human being in the world. Is not easy to control lust and i have experienced it. It looks like a graph, sometimes it high and down,so difficult to control it. The truth, i still need to made some observation of knowledge to improve my self. Dear My God, Allah Please help me,loved me, guide me, and always care my heart from being useless human being.. i not a tough servant.. Hopefully in the ends of my life i was a good Muslim who can give a goodness to others.. InsyaAllah..